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Know Me Well, Roo Panes
Our picky-eating ten year old daughter’s favorite food is mac and cheese. Except, there’s one critical caveat. It must come from a blue box. A blue box with a packet of cheese powder. You know the ones. If I offer her the organic version she can tell the difference immediately and pushes it away. If I make a batch of mac and cheese from scratch with cheese that doesn’t come in powder form, she turns her nose up at it and won’t touch it, no matter how creamy and delicious it is. Despite all of my attempts to convert her, I have lost the mac and cheese battle. For now. I still hold out hope that one day when she is grown she might appreciate the sheer ecstasy that is a bowl of homemade macaroni and cheese.
In my cookbook, which hit the shelves on February 20, I share about growing up with food insecurity and the ways in which foods just like mac and cheese from a blue box kept me going. I talk about my need to nourish people, most especially my children. And I discuss the bittersweet irony of my daughter choosing blue boxes of macaroni and cheese over anything her cookbook author mom might make for her. This recipe for jalapeño popper macaroni and cheese is in the book, too. It’s a grown up version of macaroni and cheese – comfort food with a kick, as I like to say – for those of us in our household who actually appreciate a good macaroni and cheese made from scratch. I’m hopeful many of my readers will enjoy it, too.